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Am I the only person who timelines history by the succession of people who've fucked me up?



  • the Funny Show
    (Sept. 25, 2004)

  • agriculture poem
    (Sept. 23, 2004)

  • my life in the ghost of Bush
    (Sept. 23, 2004)

  • time-lapsed (part 1)
    (Sept. 18, 2004)

  • unreconciled
    (Sept. 16, 2004)

  • silent snow, secret snow
    (Jun. 21, 2004)

  • everything solid melts into air
    (May. 27, 2004)

  • lacunae
    (May. 26, 2004)

  • Svevo
    (May. 24, 2004)

  • zero-gravity toilette
    (May. 21, 2004)

  • connote
    (May. 17, 2004)

  • for algernon blackwood
    (May. 13, 2004)

  • addendum #2
    (May. 12, 2004)

  • shyness is nice
    (May. 11, 2004)

  • distances
    (May. 11, 2004)

  • eureka!
    (May. 06, 2004)

  • soundtrack for today (taking requests)
    (May. 05, 2004)

  • "the true mystery of the world is the visible, not the invisible."
    (May. 05, 2004)

  • a star is churned
    (May. 03, 2004)

  • Great Wall
    (May. 01, 2004)

  • where?
    (Apr. 29, 2004)

  • to the reader who employs his leisure ill
    (Apr. 27, 2004)

  • nostalghia
    (Apr. 23, 2004)

  • namedropping
    (Apr. 20, 2004)

  • almost an epiphany
    (Apr. 20, 2004)

  • unbecoming
    (Apr. 20, 2004)

  • sola, perduta � abadonnata
    (Apr. 18, 2004)

  • distracted
    (Apr. 17, 2004)

  • universe
    (Apr. 15, 2004)

  • embarrassing confession
    (Apr. 14, 2004)

  • ringing
    (Mar. 27, 2004)

  • demain le noir matin
    (Jan. 27, 2004)

  • here at aphelion
    (Nov. 16, 2003)

  • dissimulation
    (Nov. 11, 2003)

  • come around; or, fit the first (wherein our hero slips a casket)
    (Nov. 06, 2003)

  • the 7th seal, or Lydia the Painted Lady
    (Oct. 05, 2003)

  • today
    (Jul. 10, 2003)

  • confounding the lice
    (Jul. 04, 2003)

  • ah, crap.
    (Jul. 01, 2003)

  • -
    (Jun. 17, 2003)

  • looking up
    (Jun. 11, 2003)

  • tapioca
    (Jun. 10, 2003)

  • a cranky boddhisattva
    (Jun. 09, 2003)

  • memento mori
    (Jun. 04, 2003)

  • endure
    (May. 27, 2003)

  • south
    (May. 19, 2003)

  • and that's unreality
    (May. 12, 2003)

  • that's reality
    (May. 11, 2003)

  • remember me
    (Feb. 09, 2003)

  • animal
    (Jan. 25, 2003)

  • absent from me felicity awhile
    (Dec. 16, 2002)

  • disclaimer: so this is my 100th entry. This seems all too meaningful, which is silly and random, you know. Number is imaginary. The future lasts forever. Here is a bunch of stuff I found written on library catalog cards that I had in my pockets.
    (Dec. 14, 2002)

  • Mary Hansen
    (Dec. 11, 2002)

  • narcisse
    (Dec. 06, 2002)

  • googlism
    (Nov. 01, 2002)

  • sonnet
    (Oct. 29, 2002)

  • without end
    (Oct. 19, 2002)

  • a blathering entry with absolutely no moral
    (Sept. 27, 2002)

  • brave men who caught and sang the sun in flight
    (Sept. 11, 2002)

  • uglykatie and beautifuldanielle
    (Aug. 31, 2002)

  • before it was
    (Aug. 27, 2002)

  • a pessimist
    (Aug. 18, 2002)

  • an instance of the fingerpost
    (Aug. 10, 2002)

  • a secret pentecost
    (Aug. 04, 2002)

  • my theory of film
    (Jul. 30, 2002)

  • If a body meet a body
    (Sunday, Jul. 21, 2002)

  • portrait of the artist as a young whiner
    (Sunday, Jul. 14, 2002)

  • -
    (Thursday, Jul. 11, 2002)

  • Sunrise over Cassis
    (Tuesday, Jul. 02, 2002)

  • I love Dick!
    (Monday, Jul. 01, 2002)

  • Sunrise
    (Tuesday, Apr. 09, 2002)

  • A Gospel of Unfortunate Events, Book 4: The Crappy Crucifixion
    (Tuesday, Apr. 09, 2002)

  • Stupid
    (Tuesday, Mar. 26, 2002)

  • try to praise the mutilated world
    (Tuesday, Mar. 05, 2002)

  • Note to self
    (Sunday, Mar. 03, 2002)

  • the time machine
    (Saturday, Mar. 02, 2002)

  • Despite everything, I still believe people are essentially good at heart.
    (Saturday March 2, 2002)

  • Dumb-John and Gregor Samsa smackdown!
    (2002-02-25)

  • Tragedy, take 1
    (2002-02-25)

  • Optional chapters

    1. Therese.

    2. Colleen.

    3. Stephanie Marie and Yong.

    4. Valerie.

    0. afterlife.